Job hunting

almost a month and im still jobless. well i got a few calls for interviews but most of them require permanent commitment, which is not possible for me to offer coz my class will start in late feb. other responses come from either single men or too far from this suburb. maaayybe i should just go home. at least, i’ll get to eat whatever i want. at least, i’ll get to see my new anak buahs, kaer and another is coming this dec insyaAllah (gender is not yet identified but i have a strong feeling it’s a boy.. heh.. as if i’m the one who’s carrying the baby). ya i wish… seriously, im only a few clicks away to book a ticket and go home. the only thing that’s holding me back is my financial state. i don’t take pleasure in tightening up my belt all the time but i really do need to start saving up now. it’s now or never, all or nothing.

im still doing some ironing though. the guy (pakcik okayh) drops his shirts here and comes to pick them up after ermmm 3-4 weeks? yup, i may earn a good income from the comfort of my own home but it only happens once in a pink moon. or shall i say it happened only twice? so basically it has not been a really productive holiday.

i’ve applied for the assistant position in almost every childcare centre i can find on the net within a radius of about 10 km. and now i have to keep my options open since childcare centres don’t seem to promise me a future. there’s a childcare agency, the coordinator e-mailed me and said that i need to have a current senior first aid cert in order to get my application finalised. great. i failed my PBSM test in school. i doubt i have even a slight belief in myself that i wont flunk the test to get a cert this time.

and there’s this mom, she needs assistance with some domestic work. she sounds friendly, but all im considering now is the distance. she asked me if i’d be interested for a paid trial this thursday, the day after tomorrow! hmm maybe i should just go, there’s nothing to lose anyway, i hope.

whatever it is, thank God for the internet.