while waiting for my babes
nandos mandos
baju dinner (or was it baju raye?) hunting in shah alam
i saw a plane and i wish i was in there
it’s spring in oz
one teary spring
I am beautiful no matter what they sayI am a butterfingers.
I don’t have fair and flawless skin.
I have zero skill.
I’m not a straight-As student.
I do and pick things slow.
I’m sensitive.
I eat more than I need.
I still do jahiliyyah and silly things.
I still hurt people’s feelings.
I’m still dependent in certain things.
I still rarely do exercises despite the food overload.
I still have numerous huge holes needed to be plugged up.
I still waste my money over unnecessary stuff.
I still waste my time daydreaming and procrastinating.
Yet each day I’m trying to be a better person, a better muslimah.
Maybe I’m a bit too slower than anyone else I know, but I’m still trying.
The Great Wall of China wasn’t built in one day.
The telephone wasn’t invented in one day.
An experienced qualified teacher isn’t trained in one day.
Sorry if I don’t meet nor surpass anyone’s expectation, yet.
Or have I said or done things I shouldn’t have.
I’m still trying. Step by step.
And I’m not perfect.
Not even close.
I’m sorry.
Truly.
I am.
“Wahai orang2 yang beriman! Masuklah ke dalam Islam secara keseluruhan, dan janganlah kamu ikuti langkah2 syaitan. Sungguh, ia musuh yang nyata bagimu.” (2:208)
Yes, I’m trying. So can you.
Let's try to find the night of Qadar,
As much as we are looking forward to spend the nights with our loved ones back home,
Let's look forward to spend THE night with our creator, and seek His forgiveness.
:)
Dari Ummul Mukminah Aisyah ra yang telah bertanya rasulullah apakah yang perlu dibaca pada malam lailatul qadar jika beliau menjumpainya maka dijawab oleh rasulullah dengan bersabda,
"Berkatalah kamu: اللَّهُمَّ اِنَكَ عَفُوٌّ تُحِبُ اَلفْوَ فَاعْفُ عَنِّيِ (Allahumma sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengampun yang menyukai mengampunkan hamba-Mu maka ampunilah aku)” (hadis riwayat tirmidzi). --> Credits to ustaz.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html
is it juz me... or is there really something wrong with blogspot?
God knows what has happened to the font setting.
Saya mahu pulang dan beri buah tangan dari Australia kepada babah saya.
Saya mahu pulang dan buat kek-kek kegemaran saya bersama mama saya.
Saya mahu pulang dan berjalan-jalan di Bandar Melaka bersama kak long dan kak uda saya.
Saya mahu pulang dan naik kereta bersama abang ngah saya untuk pulang ke kampung.
Saya mahu pulang dan tanya adam 'adam sayang busu banyak mana?', dan dia akan jawab banyak-banyak macam ni sambil menunjukkan 10 jari tangannya.
Saya mahu pulang dan peluk diinah sampai dia rimas dan menangis.
Saya mahu pulang dan jumpa mikhail dan melihat dia memakai baju bertulis 'if you think i'm cute you should see my aunty'.
Saya mahu pulang dan keluar makan dan berjalan-jalan mengambil gambar bersama kawan-kawan saya.
Saya mahu pulang dan makan masakan mama saya, kak long saya, ikan bakar umbai, ikan bakar telok mas, brownies secret recipe, ayam scud, ayam lada hitam pak lang, dan pelbagai lagi. Saya mahu mencuba untuk tidak menggunakan produk zionis, tetapi saya juga mengidam kfc dan mcdonald.
Saya mahu pulang dan melihatnya. Mereka. Mereka dan keluarga mereka. Dia. Melihat dia.
Saya mahu pulang.
Saya mahu.
Bolehkah?
Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questionaire underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you write the names randomly. No Cheating!!
The names are: (random)
1.trah
2.shasha
3.nadia
4.mama
5.shedut
Reminder : Don't read ahead unless you fill above names first!
Question 1 : How do you meet 1?
satu skolah smap
Question 2 : On the Scale of 1 - 10, how you rate your relationship with no 1?
she was my ‘honey’! ;p
Question 3 : How long have you known 4?
like forever?
Question 4 : How do you know number 3?
satu skolah jgk.. knal mse mggu orintasi.. I remember asking her, awk ni PTS ke? Hehe coz she was so cute n small ;p
Question 5 : Where is 5?
ermm uitm shah alam… umah kat bandar kinrara…
Question 6 : A Fact about number 1?
ratu bollywood dlu bersame piche.. huhu… tp skrg ni tgk mcm more into korean/jap(?) je… hehe.. sore die sdap… ble nyanyi tu mcm heroin industan la…
Question 7 : Who is no 4 going out with?
hassan mohamad ali.. hehe
Question 8 : What does no 1 do for living?
errr.. still blaja.. trah, hang keje part time dak skrg? Hehe…
Question 9 : Would you live with number 3?
yup.. been there done that..
Question 10 : What do you like about no 2?
ermm die cool.. bek ati.. n mcm2 lg…
Question 11 : Do you miss number 5?
indeed…
Question 12 : Would you make out with number 4?
errrk.. not in a million years.. huhu
Question 13 : What is your opinion of number 2?
sme seperti no 10
Question 14 : What is your fave memory with number 5?
tdo kat umah die… her family very the peramah :) name maknye sme dgn name mak sy
Question 15 : What would you do if number 1 is going out with number 2?
ermm mcm pelik je? Don’t think they would.. huhu
Question 16 : ever had a long conversation with number 5?
yup
Question 17 : Have you ever sleep at number 2's house?
nope.. but would love to..
Question 18 : Do you hang out with number 3 often?
used to..
Question 19 : Who do you known the longest?
no 4
Question 20 : How often do you talk to number 1?
err hardly.. die di jepon sy di oz… huhu benua len2…
Question 21 : What about number 2?
once in a while…
Question 22 : Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
yup, a sister..
Question 23 : May be you want to go out for a date with number 5?
yup, nak2… love to..
Question 24 : Do you dream about number 2?
yup.. mcm sumer org je dah pnah masok mimpi sy.. huhu
Question 25 : What did number 4 did to you that you never forget?
everything :)
Question 26 : What have you done to number 1 that she never forget?
ape trah? haha
Question 27 : What is number 3's hobby?
ermm.. based on her blog, spend time wit abg zul kot??
Question 28 : Who do u want to tag?
ermm.. kak fad, anis, nadia, nad, miza, chubad… rmai la plak.. hehe…
Again, I’m blogging about sooo last week’s events. Hehe. Tight schedule (tight la sgt). Ramadhan’s here. Alhamdulillah, Brissy may not have a bazaar Ramadhan with ayam percik, nasi tomato, and air kelapa, but it surely teaches me waay beyond what Ramadhan in Malaysia has to offer. Don’t get me wrong, not to say saye dah jd mat saleh n forgot my roots, no darlings. Juz dat when u’re in a place where Ramadhan seems juz like another typical month in the year, u’ll try harder to make the best out of Ramadhan so that it is NOT juz another set of 30 days, it IS Ramadhan, THE Ramadhan. In Malaysia u have everything ready rite in front of ur face, but here u've got to work for it. So u’ll be more likely to appreciate everything here.. Hmm… Hope it’s not too late to wish everybody happy fasting :) and to all of you bloghoppers as well. Hehe…
And of coz, happy belated birthday to my sayang… I love u and miss u soooo mucho2… Wish I could be with you… MALAYSIA…..
Last Monday was my last day at East Brisbane State School for a school observation. We went there every other Monday morning, for 3 times. Well, from my experience there I can easily conclude that I’m MATHEMATICALLY CHALLENGED!! Huhuhu… I was assigned to a Year 7 class, and juz my luck, every Monday morning they have math..
Don’t blame me I’m not naturally bright in math, I have excuses for my “slowness”. These may sound lame, but hey, I’m only human ;p (there, ding dong, one excuse). Ok, I don’t know all the numerical terms in English, I was raised as a melayu sejati, I learnt ABC and 123 with my mother tongue ;p ngehehe.. I’m doing language, tesol, so I’m on Muqaffa’s track, rather than Khawarizmi’s. And, it’s been 4 years since I last did complex math, so it’s been a while my left brain’s in the comfort zone. Now I have to use the calculator even for a simple calculation! And one last excuse, the jalan kerja here is a bit different from what my brain schema has. So you see, nature and nurture complement each other. Hehe nah… Moral of the story is- whatever we learn, be it academically or not, we must make sure we have our intention right. Blaja krn Allah, bkn sbb nak exam or org suro… huhu… And yes, practice makes perfectosss :)
After came back from school, I submitted my photomedia assignment. One of the themes is abstraction. Mari teka apekah benda di dalam gamba di bawah ini? Sape dpt teka die pandai ;p heee~ Jawapan akan diberi in the next post, iA… Kamu2 yg sudah tahu jawapannye dilarang meneka... lalala~
p/s to my Ukhti Ramadhan, whoever u are, if u’re reading this, selamat berpuasa ok :)
"wahai orang2 yang beriman! diwajibkan atas kamu berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan atas orang sebelum kamu agar kamu bertaqwa" (2:183)
