M's anatomy

talking about weight,
my mom, my sis, n my frens have a thing in common – they said i’ve gained weight since i got here. to be honest, yes, i have. i think it is well spoken in my latest pics. you know what ppl always say, when you settle in a 4 season country you’ll be pumped up like a balloon. or maybe it’s just me.

before i came here, when a friend told me i was going to be the proof that substantiates the hypothesis, i didn’t want to believe him. what i had in mind was, why would anyone become more “sehat” when the cost of living is higher in foreign countries, you won’t get to enjoy the luxury of food, yada yada yada, and you’ll come back to malaysia in a figure closer to anorexic rather than obesity. guess i was wrong.

my sis said i look chubby. my mom, she said i look like no. 30. apekah itu oh mama. i cant be that round rite? but they have a point. ive never reached these two digits with a 5 at the front, not until i went to melbourne. it was the biggest number a weighing scale has ever told me as far as these 21 years ive lived. i didn’t hope the machine was lying though. coz im not trying to complain, i think. in a way it’s a good thing that i’ve gained weight coz i was underweight. not sure if i still am. but that’s what ive been trying to do since ice age – put on weight. good for me i have. the only thing that keeps bugging me is, i don’t like it when the fat lands on places i wish it doesn’t. i mean, of all places? haih.. should learn to be more grateful. at least you have a complete physical set of a normal human being humairah.

hmm in contrast, it’s somewhat potentially alarming to me coz i don’t know what’s happening underneath my skin. i have quite an appetite. and trust me, healthy eating lifestyle is so not comprised in my daily biological cycle. i can eat 3 eggs at one go, and there’s no evidence in any medical nor nutritional history that says eating 3 eggs at one go alleviates the cholesterol rate in your body. with incredibly rare workouts, it’s just a completely perfect match to make my body less hale and hearty.

so basically, i need to try to maintain my weight in a MORE HEALTHY WAY. by stop pampering my stomach.

and yes, it really is not a myth. is the weather to be blamed?